bleah
I’m not sleeping enough lately. After everyone’s asleep, I just sit up snacking and playing games at pogo or gameblast until I suddenly realize it’s 12:30 or 1…
I know I’ll catch up on my sleep soon.
I’m just really noticing the effect on my day, today. It’s all catching up with me. Everything seems kind of overwhelming & unmanageable.
We’re still looking for a pop up camper. Anything we find that is perfect, is too expensive. Anything that we find that’s in a reasonable price range needs something that will bring the price up anyway. I really want this, but am alternately worried that we shouldn’t be spending this money (although, we’re going to spend money on vacation anyway - might as well get some equity out of it for future vacations).
We haven’t even really planned vacation yet & are thinking of simplifying it. But, I still need to get the dogs kenneled & other pets cared for, make reservations, general planning…
I can’t find anything good for Allison to do this summer.
I’ve got to finish handling Margie’s plates on e-bay & get her money to her (and any leftover plates). I still have Aunt Betty’s unsold dolls in the basement - should get those to her, too.
Birthday party & soccer on Saturday. Have to get birthday present for Alicia. Allison needs shorts.
Just feeling overwhelmed by this kind of stuff & unmotivated or, maybe, unorganized or unfocused. Tonight, I should go to bed early -but- it’s Al’s first night off for the summer & I should stay up with her & watch a movie or something. I’ve got a vacation day tomorrow, and, after taking kids to dentist, maybe I’ll start getting some stuff done. Maybe go to Target to get bday present & shorts & anything else that I can think of that we need…
Enough whining 
Good stuff about Allison. Or, is it??? She’s been really playing with Annie a lot lately. Annie will beg her to play a game, and she will do it. She will play some kind of little kid game with her for an hour, sometimes (both of them with dolls or stuffed animals, pretending to be stuff, going on adventures). It’s great. But, I worry that she’s too bored & that’s why she’s playing with Annie. I wish she had friends to hang out with. I wish the library was hiring a teenager position, but I checked last night & they weren’t. Just think she might make some nice friends working there. I’ll have to look around locally to find either a job that she could apply for, or a summer program with local kids.
OK - back to work…
