More on the karma thing
More thoughts on my ride *home* from work yesterday…
It’s almost like I’m trying to balance out all of the good things before karma can get in & give me a whammy that’s out of my control. So, I’m surrounded by all of this awesome, beautiful wonderfulness & thinking “Whoa, all of this good is way more than I deserve, karmically - something bad’s got to be coming, to balance it all out, to make me ‘pay back’ into the balance of things”. So, by choosing the ‘hard things’ that we have in our lives, I kind of get to avoid some kind of karmic ‘balloon payment’ showing up when I least expect it 
And, I don’t think I’m doing any of this consciously. Well, at least, not until now, when I noticed it, anyway.
